Tuesday, September 27, 2005

September 2005

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Currently Reading
Seizing Your Divine Moment : Dare to Live a Life of Adventure
By Erwin Raphael McManus

Holly is not doing very well.  Those of you praying (thank you so much) will know a little bit about her situation...but to update you: Holly is at home now with only weekly trips to the hospital for check ups(a two hour drive). At home she deals with 24/7 naseau and other complications from an unsuccessful surgery.  She just wants to be healthy enough to go to school like her other 13 year old friends.  The doctors don't have any answers yet to the naseau problem...or any idea about how long she will have to stay out of school. Keep praying!
Currently Listening
Godspell (1993 London Studio Cast)
By Stephen Schwartz

What's going on with me?  Well, as you can see from my "listening to" feature, I am up to my eyballs in Godspell. Auditions were over a week ago and first rehearsals were last weekend.  It was amazing to wander from room to room and see/hear the spirit of the show already alive.  The cast learned the choreography to "Day By Day" and the trio that's singing "On The Willows" made me cry a little bit because they were so good.  And our Jesus is really taking the responsibility seriously.  It's not easy to play God.

I am teaching a Shakespeare survey class for this session at the children't theatre.  I just finished "Midsummers" and "Taming of the Shrew."  I think I'll teach them "Othello" this week.  There are 14 kids in this class, and they are all excited to learn.  What a huge difference from Freshman English and "Romeo and Juliet"!

I am subbing again for the year.  I am in a special services classroom today.  The kids are pretty good.  I did have to send one to the office for making fun of me when I kicked him off a computer for playing games AGAIN.  Other than that it is an easy three day stint for me.  I am still on the payroll at Starbucks too, but I only work one or two shifts each week.  Enough to cover my insurance basically.

Yesterday I finally finished unpacking.  Yeah, I know I moved into my apartment a year and a half ago...but I never got to those last few tubs full.  So yesterday with Andy gone all day at work I turned the living room into sorting central and unpacked everything.  Now my side of the garage is a tidy row of Rubbermaid tubs with labels indicating what is actually inside (instead of the labels from three moves ago which now mean nothing).  Now I can start sorting my closets for more things to get rid of...It feels so good to declutter my life!

Andy is working 10-12 hours every time he is called in or scheduled to work at the Post Office.  Last week that was 6 days.  So far this week it is three.  He complains a lot about his back, neck and hand muscles and joints aching and hurting.  It is probably going to take him some time to adjust to the work physically.  He seems to think he will like the job when he gets fast enough to finish a route in 6-8 hours.  He's only gauranteed one shift a week, but it seems like he will be working a lot more than that.  This is a really good thing considering that we need the money...and they pay him $135 or so each day he works (depending on how many hours the route he is on is supposed to take).

Church is exciting right now.  I am on a team of six that are working to plant a new church on January 1st.  We are doing a lot of dreaming and reading about how to make our community relevant to the world.  We've realized that Jesus is always relevant..but most of the programs that we've been involved in have only ministered to the people in the church.  I have had a deep longing in my heart to be involved in what Christ is doing in the community at large.  I am so excited to be involved in a church community that wants to do the same.  Check out our web site!

Marriage is my favorite thing about life.  Andy loves me so much.  It is a wonderful thing to be loved like that.  I used to have a list of all the character traits I wanted in a spouse.  Although he has some of those traits, I've learned that those things do not a perfect mate make.  He loves me.  That's all I needed.  Too mooshy for you?  Sorry.  I mean it. The past 16 months have easily been the best of my life.  Well, I think I'd best focus on the kids again.  They are getting increasingly loud.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Currently Reading
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Book 6)
By J.K. Rowling


Spending lots of time in the Children's Hospital with my cousin Holly who is 13 and has had a rough summer.  She needs a miracle.  Her gall bladder surgery turned into...well, something else.  She is stuck at the hospital with complications instead of being at home, going to summer camp, being a normal kid.  She needs prayer.  At this point she is not even allowed to eat or drink anything and is getting all her nourishment from an IV line.  This is tough for her.  Fortunately I live close by and am able to spend some time almost every day with her and her mom.  But visits are not enough.  She is encouraged by prayers and is even keeping track of the states and countries that have residents inside praying for her.  If you are praying with us, leave me a comment or email with your location so I can add you to our list.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Currently Listening
Multiply
By Jamie Lidell


Well, summer is going well. It feels like a vacation to only work 40 hours a week.  I have been nesting like crazy...putting up pictures, hanging paper lanterns, organizing and unpacking tubs that I haven't looked at since I was a Whittaker! 

Frappaccino season is in full swing at Starbucks...and the ludicrous names of our newest additions is mind boggling.  For example "Decaf Double Venti Carmel Affaggato with whip Carmel Frappaccino Light blended coffee." or "Venti Mocha Affagato Malt Mint Mocha Chip Frappaccino blended coffee."  I am usually a stickler about making my baristas say drinks correctly, but this new addition of crazy modifiers has made me a bit lax with them.  Of course I say them correctly every time.  It's way more fun that way.

With summer halfway over now, I am thinking really hard about the fall.  I have applied for a position as artistic director of a children's theatre in Vancouver, Washington.  Please pray with me that this job will happen for me.  I think I'd really like to quit working for Starbucks and have a grown up career.  I am planning to start working towards grad school if I don't get that job.  Andy and I are ready to move wherever I get into a good MFA directing program.  In any case, we will need to think about purchasing our own insurance starting from three months after I quit at Starbucks.  If you have any great insights on that dilemma, let us know!

Last week was the week of company.  I had such a good time with Kathy Shire (mother in law) and Ande Abramovich (best friend from New York) visiting.  The weather is finally summerlike...maybe they brought that with them?  In any case, I have housework to do...no more procrastinating.

 6:08 pm

Tuesday, June 7, 2005

June 2005

Tuesday, June 07, 2005


I think maybe the comments I left yesterday about kids really applies better to freshmen and sophomores. I have juniors and seniors today and I am feeling a renewed sense of hope for the future of our country. I still think our kids need more discipline... maybe that's why these kids are in advanced math though...they are the ones that were given some boundaries. hmmm bears thinking about!


Monday, June 06, 2005

Currently Watching
JULIUS CEASAR
By MARLON BRANDO

Well, 365 days of wedded bliss have now passed for Kim Shire.  In honor of the big day I have changed my Xanga skin to match our wedding colors.  I am subbing in an English class today.  I am blown away by what teens these days think is acceptable behavior.  They laugh at me when I tell them to be quiet.  They are amused not by the content I am teaching, but by the fart noises that an immature classmate is making with his desk.  They think it is okay to openly defy an adult (I very quickly send the message home that it is NOT okay with me.)  I feel sorry for the 75% of the class that feels completely overtaken with the antics of the rest of the group.  How are American kids going to learn if most teachers spend 25% of their time on review, 25% of their time on pointless district requirements and 45% of their time on classroom management?  If they are the future, I am afraid to leave myself in their hands as a senior citizen one day...

How do we as a Christians make ourselves relevant enough to make a difference in the world?  We have to combat the socialist dogma that is encoded into our apathetic young at public school.  We have to fight the victim mentality that the media and justice system have firmly lodged into their brains.

Ah, well, maybe we should move to Canada.

Or maybe we should stay and find a way to make a difference for some.

Being 30something can be a troubling thing...

sigh...

 2:43 pm 

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Currently Watching
Yoga Zone - Introduction to Yoga (Beginners)


Feeling divine sense of peace today.
Subbing for dance classes -
in other words, YOGA DVDs.
Relaxed.
Very relaxed.
mmmmmm

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Currently Watching
A Hard Day's Night
By John Lennon, Paul McCartney, George Harrison, Ringo Starr


Post production blues have set in.
HONK! closed on Sunday, and since then I have been unable to sit still.
Unfortunately, I also have no energy and 
all I want is pizza hut and chocolate.
Where is that next play?
Gotta be busy with that!
Hee hee
going crazy

subbing in a band class today.
kids are watching Beatles movies.
I had to leave the room or I was going to fall asleep.
Such a shame too, since i am a big White Album fan....
I just can't stay awake if I'm not BUSY!

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Well, my little sis graduated college yesterday.  The ceremony was as usual...lots of people I don't know saying unmemorable things on stage.  I did find out from the keynote speaker that flowers don't play with red rubber balls and kittens don't know anything about math.  There was a point to that, but somehow I don't remember that part.  Isn't that how life is sometimes - we remember the anecdotes, but not the lesson we were supposed to learn from them.

After the graduation I got to visit with some of my kids (aka former students and actors) as three of them graduated yesterday from George Fox.  Along for the veiwing were seven others.  It was great to catch up a bit with them.  I am in shock that my own commencement day was ten years ago.  I guess it's about time to get back to that grad degree I've been wanting for seven years now.

After we mingled with the pomp and circumstance crowd on the GFU track, Andy and I played cheuffer for my 13 year old cousin out to the family shin dig.  Andy decided that we should drive a new way to the rural home of my other sister.  It was a scenic drive through the best of Oregon....but it was also a heckalong drive.  All I wanted to do was fall asleep for a nice nap, but in the back seat was my talkative cousin with all the seventh grade gossip to share... What a painful age!  You are old enough to know that adults aren't thrilled with making conversation with you, but too young to comprehend why.  I make a huge effort with her to make her feel grown up... So a long hour and a half later we arrived.  Andy only had five or six bite marks on his right arm from when I got uncontrollably hungry (Holly thought this was funny too).

The visit with the family was great.  Highlights include Bailey the chocolate lab, a walk with Andy and another cousin into the canyon to see the bridge that my brother in law built, bleating at goats, hugging Grandma, celebrating with my baby brother and his nearly fiance at the blessings of her parents, eating smoky BBQed chicken breasts and home canned beans, kissing Andy to embarass the future sister in law, banana peanut butter chocolate pie, deuling laptops with "life of Joann" slide shows running non stop.  And hug upon hug.  (mmmm...hugs).

Heard on the drive home:  Kim: "Thanks for making me feel like a newlywed tonight."  Andy: "Well...you make me feel so loved."

And my favorite moment of all: slipping into obliviousness on my pillow less than two seconds after my head hit it.

mmmmm....a nap sounds good about now. 

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

April 2005

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Currently Watching
Cold Mountain
By Jude Law, Nicole Kidman, Renée Zellweger

Andy and I had the morning off together yesterday and watched Cold Mountain.  I found myself sad during the movie, but no tears.  After the movie was over, however, I cried about nothing. I wasn't overly impressed with the film, but it hasn't left me yet.  The emotional impact of the piece left me in a strange place.  I was sad without anything to be sad about.  Is this what the Greek called a catharsis?  I suppose it is.  I often feel this way when history and fiction meet.  Such terrible truths made extra poinient by slight exaggerations and strings of improbabilities.  Anyway, if their goal was to make me learn that women in the war were widowed and brutalized mostly by their own army, well they succeeded.  What I want to know is whatever happened to Natalie Portman's baby? 

Friday, April 08, 2005

Currently Watching
Lost - The Complete First Season
By Matthew Fox


Happy Half birthday to meeeee
Happy Half birthday to meeee
Happy Half birthday to meeeeeeee-eeeee
Haffy Half birth a day to me!

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Currently Watching
Garden State
By Zach Braff, Peter Sarsgaard, Natalie Portman

Life plugs on...lots of work for me right now...Starbucks, then sleep, then Gladstone High School Subbing, then meet about HONK!, then sleep, then Gladstone High School Subbing, then meet about church, then "watch" a movie through closed eyelids, then sleep...and it goes on.

BUT it is SPRING here.  And I'm directing a show. And I may be leading two theatre camps this summer.  And it's over 70 outside.  And I have the best husband in the world. I am happy.

Gotta dash...

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Currently Reading
Honk! Vocal Selections
By George Stiles, Anthony Drewe


Yes!  I am in preproduction for my very first CYT show!  I am directing HONK! for Christian Youth Theatre starting in March.  It is a musical adaptation of the Ugly Duckling.  Anyone seen it?  I will have a cast of 50-60 8-18 year olds in my cast.  I will also have a choreographer, music director, and assistant director to help me out.  I can't wait to get started!  It has been 4 years since I directed a show, and that is too long.  This time it is even a professional company which means for the first time I will be paid to direct.  What a blessing!

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

February 2005

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Currently Watching
13 Going on 30 (Special Edition)
By Jennifer Garner, Mark Ruffalo, Judy Greer


Last week I had a brush with the miraculous that I thought I might share with all of you.  I woke up and couldn't get the sleepies out of my eyes.  This went on for hours.  My eyes hurt and it was really annoying.  Putting my glasses on made it harder to see.  As time went on, although the pain did not lessen, my vision improved.  I could see the tv without my glasses!  Had God performed a miracle?  Had he answered my childhood prayers to correct my vision?  Or were my eyeballs just swollen to the perfect size for 20-20 vision?  I couldn't figure it out.  Andy was puzzled too.  After several hours I looked in a mirror again.  The sleep had cleared enough that I could see what I had missed before.  My contacts were still in from the night before, thus the pain, sleepies, and 20-20 vision.  In the 18 years that I have been wearing contacts, I have never left them in over night.  Now I know why you're supposed to take them out overnight!  OWWW!  I couldn't put them back in for a week!

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Currently Watching
The Lord of the Rings - The Return of the King 
By Elijah Wood


Finished!  

I even stayed awake (and sobbed through the end credits as usual).

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Currently Watching
The Lord of the Rings - The Two Towers 
By Elijah Wood

And it continues! 2/3 to go!

Currently Watching
The Lord of the Rings - The Fellowship of the Ring
By Elijah Wood

The marathon begins!
Monday, January 24, 2005

Currently Watching
Napoleon Dynamite
By Jon Heder, Jon Gries, Efren Ramirez


Alright.  So now I've seen it. Gosh.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

January 2005

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Today is my first long day since my vacation.... I'm subbing for an English teacher with an intestinal virus at Oregon City High School. He left lesson plans which essentially call for crowd control and study hall. WEEEEEEEEEE.... Tonight I close my Starbucks again... I'll be home by 11:30pm. Andy had a rough night with coughing and such and insisted on sleeping on the couch so he wouldn't disturb me. 

Life is good...just thought you all could use a reminder.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Currently Watching
Hamlet
By Ethan Hawke, Kyle MacLachlan

The weeks blow by willy nilly.

I continue busily working too much.  The president (aka The Andy) tells me I'm too busy.  I agree.  We both know there is no choice right now. 

For lo, the bill man cometh each month on his appointed day.  And lo, the paychecks never satisfy his lusty desire for more. O what a weary web we weave when first we practice to untangle the hangman's noose of student loans from out proverbial necks.

Santa just gave me a candy cane and now I am done waxing Shakespeare.  Candy is yummy.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Currently Watching
Love Comes Softly


Good morning friends.

Life and love are good.  Although most days are terribly full of too much toiling, each night I come home to a husband who loves me and misses me.  He and I do not get tired of each other.  Ever.  Nice to know that we made the right vows almost six months ago!

Last night we decided to pull out the Christmas decorations and sort through which ones we will display this year.  Andy has learned a new thing that he loves about me...I have a ceramic Christmas village that has many unfinished pieces.  We are going to work on painting a few more this year. Not sure where we will display them....

We have decided to avoid the (ugly fire safe) artificial vs. (lovely genuinely pine scented semi flammable) real tree argument this year.  We will not get a tree because of the expense and our current financial state.  Sooner or later one of us will have to give in.  There is no half way between real and fake.  Sigh... 

Well, I am set for another busy week.  I am subbing every weekday from 7:30-3:00. Closing Starbucks 3 of those days....working my usual full weekend at Starbucks, plus church and drama rehearsal!  Whew!  Thanksgiving was nice while it lasted!

Off I go....

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Currently Watching
Bridget Jones's Diary
By Renée Zellweger, Colin Firth

Happy Sunday to you all.

Well.  We have had an interesting week. I started it by working 37 hours between 8pm Sunday and 11pm Tuesday.  51-37= 14 hours to drive to and from work and sleep.  The good news is that I followed that up by sleeping from 11:30pm Tuesday until 11:00am Wednesday and stayed in my pjs all day at home.  And I did nothing except cook a couple eggs for Andy all day long....the bliss.

Interesting fact: If you sleep in until lunch time in November, it will be dark out before you feel like eating lunch.

Friday brought some interesting news for Andy...but I'll let him tell you about that.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Currently Watching
Love Actually
By Liam Neeson, Hugh Grant


I just got sad news.  My friend Laura Goss had to return to Eugene this week because her father died on Monday of an anurism while riding his bike to work. (For those of you who were at my wedding, you might remember Laura.  She was our photographer and a long time friend of mine.)  She headed to Asia for mission work before we even returned from our honeymoon.  She had plans to stay a year.  Now, though, I am not sure what she will do.

This has reminded me of a loss that I experienced when I was in college.  A former teacher of mine also died unexpectedly of an anurism.  At the time I was not so much sad about her death, as I was scared that someone I was related to might be lost in a similar incident.  These moments of grief have served as  cautionary tales encouraging me to invest my time in the lives of others.  For a while I am better about keeping in touch with my loved ones and less caught up in my busyness.  Those financial and personal goals I am reaching for cannot be allowed to rob today of its moment of joy.